♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008
Hi EVERYONE! i'm back again, ALIVE!!.. haha XD finally! YeaH! with new skin and taggboard! hmm.. I shall start with today then! for one thing that u should know: A LVL CHINESE DAMN DIFFICULT! and my paper for sure is screwed.. gosh! Then, went to NUS for a lecture on global issues.. haha.. before the talk starts, we actually crapp alot about the people there.. As usual, i'm tired.. and I nearly dozed off when the talk was on.. Loretta?? haha xD she was way ahead of me in the lala-land .. When Chris Patten "cracks" a joke and everyone was laughing but I was laughing at myself.. cus I dont understand anything he said.. LOL XD I bet HQ and QA felt the same way too! right right??Now, for the past few days, perhaps last week.. something has been bothering me.. and that is WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO FIND SOMEONE TO BE MY PARTNER FOR OGL?? I’m really disappointed.. Seriously.. Even my LAST hope was smashed hardly.. I was really REALLY waiting for an answer.. an answer that would bring me SMILE.. but guess what.. when I received the sms.. I was shag.. Perhaps, it’s my own doing.. I can join myself.. so what exactly bothering me?? Even I cant figure it out myself! Maybe I just want to have someone that I know and comfortable with.. is it so difficult? Ever since I come to JC, I can’t find the joy that I had when I’m in sec sch.. I truly miss those days! Oh wells! Life's boring, aren't it? Tmr going back to schh for OP practise.. I cant wait for the last day of OP! cus it makes the end of J1 and start of hols [ though we still need to go back schh for lectures ] haha XD Hopefully, this hols is a fruitful and fun one before the start of next yr where STRESS is all around u.. LOL=DGonna end le.. update soon again! ..
